Friends

I thought
Friends are forever
Those strangers, who once waving at you
will understood you completely when they opened their heart to you

But apparently
Some friends are just like a glass-diamond
Fake inside while still looks pretty outside
And, so naive, I put my trust in them.

So, when I bleed
I know part of this, is my fault.
What I don't get is
WHY?

Can't those people not backstabbing me?
Choosing the other people while laughing at me like I'm a stock
Those who I adore sincerely
Those tongue, turns out it's rotten.

The girl who looks so pure and so kind, like an angel
The little brother who are yet got to be matured
The little missy, who I took as my own new "nonik"
They had poisonous sugar in their face. Sweet, yet deadly

I should have know
From the moment they got so awkward everytime I tried to talk
From the time they goes silently
I should know, I've been abandoned

But no, naive me, I think we're still friends.
And yes, I'm still trying
But now I know, and now I learnt


TRUE FRIENDS NEVER BACKSTAB. and better yet, they will tell you as soon as they got uncomfortable with you, and not RUNAWAY LIKE A CHICKEN, but will face it like a true man. Shame on you my former ex-friend.. But I will pray for the best of you... God Bless. and may only HE who will get you what you should get. :)

I may be badmouth, but I'm a sincere and true. Now if any of you chicken stock read my blog, tell me, which of those "backstabbing" that I'm not telling the person frontally?

It's all started with concealer

Lalala... Paw hari ini ngebencong dikit...
Jadi ceritanyaaa... Paw kemarin kan beli MaxFactor Under-eye concealer sama MaxFactor eyeliner... Nahh.. namanya kemaruk.. Paw pengen coba pake dulu sebelum dibuat jalan-jalan.. beneran.. istilahnya test-drive kali ya? yah.. intinya.. Paw penasaran kann... jadi paw coba-coba deh concealernya... hmm.. kok jadinya bagus ya?? wah.. nambah lagi dikasi bedak.. kok pucat ya.. dikasi eyeshadow.. kok kurang ya.. akhirnya pake eyeliner + mascara... hmm.. kurang.. kasih apa ya.. akhirnya kasi blush on + lipstik.. wahh.. jadinya cakepp.. eittss.. tpi cakep cakep kok pake baju baby doll??? hmm.. akhirnya ganti baju... wah.. sip! tpiiiii tunggu tunggu.. Rambutnya koookk???? kaya cupu banget gituuu.. akhirnya dikluntung!! udah gitu.. Paw kan gak pernah ngluntung sendiri.. yang kiri sih oke.. yang kanan.. salah jalur!! Oh NOOOO...!! Mencuat kaya kawat!! mana pas mau benerin, ada cc berkeliaran diluar.. daripada diomeli dan dicela-cela.. mending paw nunggu di kamar.. lirik2... ah! ada botol Aqua..! akhirnya rambutnya dibasahin biar kluntungannya ilang, baru di kluntung ulang.. Ahhh.. akhirnya berhasil!! huahahaha... Jadilah Paw dari kaya gini :

jadi kaya gini : *ini waktu masih salah kluntungan, jadi tangannya 1 nutupin...*

terus jadi kaya gini : hasil akhir..

gimana gimana?? bagus ga?? komen nya duooonggg.... btewe kok ada yang bilang kaya orang Korea ya? bener ga?

Passion of the Paw

Haii.. lama ga ngeblog.. akhir-akhir ini muales banget..
Padahal banyak cerita seru bin lucu... ah.. maapkan Paw.. Paw bakal update begitu Paw rajin lagi..
Tapi untuk saat ini maap.. Paw lagi pemalas banget.. nyahahaha...
btw btw, Paw lagi bingung.. buat yang iseng buka blog paw.. or apapun deh entah gimana ...
kalo kalian kenal Paw *ciehhh* pasti tau, Paw ini hobi nya masak... tapi Paw kuliah nya Infor... >_<
jadi sekarang paw bingung.. harus gimana ya? tapi kalo dbilang hobi.. kok rasanya bener2 suka banget.. what should I do??