Oh well.. I'm not in the mood of blogging these days.. So I'm really sorry about the late updates.. I've been feeling like a screwed up.. *sorry to ruin your mood, readers* and there's nothing I can do about it.. so I've been thinking, rather than I'm bitching off here, it's better to keep it inside. I was once, let it out.. a little, a little.. and then it burst out, I became such drama queen, or should I say, drag-ma queer.. I mean, I was total mess that time, and it's like exhibitionist! I'm showing my "labil" side , shout about it so loud that people start to look at me with such pity looks. Anyway, I don't like it so I try to stop. And I don't like to start again. I'd rather keep it in.. *even sometimes I wonder.. how will I cope then? nevermind.. I'll cope anyway..*
I'm not feeling so well, mentally. So I apologize if a few of my blog-post aren't that Paw-Styled or nicely decorated like usual *I know you do love yoyo-cici and those other cute fellas as much as I do, oh how we're gonna miss 'em so badly* and I'm really, really sorry if I do sound like a heavin 'ho and bitching off my own blog, fill it with repressed, stressed stats and horrible quotations, but hey, it's me!
Well.. These days I've been trying to keep my heart closed.. but it was just too difficult. I once play The Sims3, and they have some trait named "hopelessly romantic" where the sim who had that are tend to fall in love more easily than other sim, and he/she can't help but falling in love to a person almost everytime. Well that's also what happens to me. I tried, I really tried. But alas, I've gotten bad.. And unlike in my sim, who can always get anyone whom she loves, I can't. in fact, I can't even control who I fall in with, unlike in my game, where I make her go to the guy she deserves the most. But for me, I'm not. *Tch*
Anyway, I should stop. Everything. I mean it. Final assignment are getting closer, the days are counting, but here I am, trashin' around with The Sims Medieval and 500GB of movies and TV-series... I should get back to Macromedia Flash CS4, but I just can't feel the urge to work.. Somebody have some mood-stabilizer drugs? Like those guys in Hollywood use? I might need some..
Comments, anyone? I feel so... bad.. :(
I'm not feeling so well, mentally. So I apologize if a few of my blog-post aren't that Paw-Styled or nicely decorated like usual *I know you do love yoyo-cici and those other cute fellas as much as I do, oh how we're gonna miss 'em so badly* and I'm really, really sorry if I do sound like a heavin 'ho and bitching off my own blog, fill it with repressed, stressed stats and horrible quotations, but hey, it's me!
Well.. These days I've been trying to keep my heart closed.. but it was just too difficult. I once play The Sims3, and they have some trait named "hopelessly romantic" where the sim who had that are tend to fall in love more easily than other sim, and he/she can't help but falling in love to a person almost everytime. Well that's also what happens to me. I tried, I really tried. But alas, I've gotten bad.. And unlike in my sim, who can always get anyone whom she loves, I can't. in fact, I can't even control who I fall in with, unlike in my game, where I make her go to the guy she deserves the most. But for me, I'm not. *Tch*
Anyway, I should stop. Everything. I mean it. Final assignment are getting closer, the days are counting, but here I am, trashin' around with The Sims Medieval and 500GB of movies and TV-series... I should get back to Macromedia Flash CS4, but I just can't feel the urge to work.. Somebody have some mood-stabilizer drugs? Like those guys in Hollywood use? I might need some..
Comments, anyone? I feel so... bad.. :(
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